leave me alone STUPID!

9:56 AM |

crita ney sal beberapa *hamba Allah * yg pling aq BENCI ~
sepa yg xshakit aty klu nama na jual2 n na c buruk2 d blakng .
napa xcap depan2 jak . . bgus klu kmu kenal rapat ma aq , ne bestfriend pn bkan  . .
sdangkan bestie2 aq pn xcap aq gtoe , napa kamue yg langsung tda kena mngena lam idup aq bley2 judge aq  .
sepa kamue lam idup aq ?
xPENTING tw !


3taun aq simpan ne shakit aty aq , aq mngaku aq mang jijik n mnyampah f aq tgk mka kamue trutama tem camp . .
gaya, style kamu bckap suma lha perbuatan kamue aq mang pandang rendah . . even kamue 1 bangsa setja sma aq . . 
bg yg prasan aq gtoe, aq xsalahkan jua coz mang aq tlmpau sakit aty kan sma drg . .
sampai aq cop n anti satu skula n 1 kg drang 2. .
dgr ja bdk TTF or KGBARU .
jan arap aq mw pndang . . ap lae aq slalu dgr ceta laki2 dri sna toe suka c RUSAK urg . . naa , makin aq benci . .
tp dsebabkan aq neyh xmw layan ego aq . . 
aq try trima kamue suma , aq stat sua bkawan sam bdk2 TTF , tp yg trtentu lha . 
n yg aq xexpect aq couple sma bdk ttf jua
genk drg 2 lae . .blum brapa lama aq coup sma dae , sua da *parasit2 neyh c batu api dya . .
cap itu ini . . smpai aq xna trust bah. . nasib lha dae ne urgnya yg truz trang . . dya ctaw aq sumanya . .
apa reaksi aq ?
mang a xsangka lha , aq sua lost contact sma bdk2 kg.baru 2, aq xmaw sua na tipu idup2 sma drg . .
even xdnafikan aq slalu jua jmpa drg d camp , na tgur aq eya2 ja . dlam aty ?eshhh , myampah aq sma drg 2 . . tp time aq stat mw c epi2 idup aq , drg kacau lae balik . . mulut kamue 2 aa, dpan aq men manisss . 
baik habis , tp blakang . .hampehhh! ! pusing crita ,kalah ceta lam tv 



xcukup kha kamu tipu aq sal PENGKID xguna tuh? 
kamue cop lae aq PLAYGURL,
n pling kimak kamu ctaw le dae cemana aq menkan laki..
"kw tguk ja d rantai c azaa 2 , ad huruf kan . .simbol nama bf2 dya 2. kaly2 dya ganti 2 huruf dya , coz bf dya byk . . snang ja mw taw "
punya lha sial ! btul2 kick gam kamue neyh kan . . aq ne pmpuan , kmu 2 lelew ! 
salah aq wat gtoe? nama aq NOOR AZIZAH MOHD.IMRAN 
brpa huruf toe ? aq beli satu2 huruf sempena nama aq . . n suka2 aq lha mw tkar buah rantai aq . 
itu pn sua bfikiran CETEK  ! BODOHH kann . .
xpndai fkir, men ckap setja. . aq c lupa jua 2 hal 2 coz aq respect kamue .pa lae kmu bkwan sma dae.  .nnti xpsal2 kmu gadu pla . .aq try lupa sua ma ap yg kmu wat 2 . . aq layan kamue ikhlas2, aq bwa kamu stay lae sma aq . 
tiba2 ad lae ceta aa . . patutlh kamue slalu kontek2 aq kan? rupa2nya kmu sngja mw c porak poranda aq sma dae . .
alaalaa , mainan pa kw wat ne boy ? ? kw mw bdrama jan sma aq  . . p lha cari urg lain . . kmu amik ksempatan pla sma aq aa . .sua lha , brambus lha kamu dri idup aq . . stat ari neyh , aq xmawh kenal sua sma kamue . . sakit aty aq yg dlu aq sua mw lupa , timbul blik  . . jan tduh2 aq coz kamue yg jd penyebabnya ! 
aq terpaksa quit SCOUT ! demi lari dri kamue , even aq xrela . . aq xmaw sua na wat gni , tired od . . sakit aty aq sma kamue . .tp aq xanti sma bdak2 ttf smua skang, coz aq xbley judge urg len based on ue all ja . . aq arap kamue brubah lha boy , aq xmnta n aq xmaw pun kamue say "sorry " aq cuma kamu 
LEAVE ME ALONE  ! !
 

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mistake ?

1:05 AM |

slama neyh aq sua wat 1 mistake besar lam idup aq . . 
slalu setja aq tanya soalan ne blik2 pda dri aq. . knpa aq sanggup cari urg len sedangkan aq syg sama aan ?
 SCANDAL
ntah napa aq snggup wat aan gini . . ego ? atau aq neyh GEDIK ? silap aq slama neyh cepat jatuh cinta sama urg len
n bila aq mawh tamatkn sumanya knpa aq xbley c lepas dae pula ? telanjur sua aq syg dya . . 
besa sua na marah2 sma dae, besa na control sma dya. .  n bla dya teda aq mencari dya balik . .
aq jua yg sediy tem aq bwa dya break . .
tp bla dfikirkan aq xsptutnya balik lae sma dae . . kesalahan besar buat aq !
azaaa! kenapa kw neyh ! !
aq bingung ! aq nemaw c sakit aty dua2 durang! ! 
dfikir2 balik, suma kwn2 aq suh aq c tinggal dae coz dya bwa kburukan pda aq , aan pla sbliknya  .. 
dae 2 umpama evil n aan 2 angel aq .
2 yg kwn2 aq slalu ckap . . tp ckap setja mang senang , bla mw wat susah !
tekanan ?
bla dibandingkan dua2 drg, byk sgt bezanya . .
tp 1 soalan yg xdpt aq jwb slama ne
klu aq plih salah satu betul ka pilihan aq nnti ?
menyesal ka nda ?
bkannya aq ragu sama aan n bukan jua aq maw c men2 dae 
klu bley kawen dua org laki , kompom aq yg pling hepi . .
tp aq must plih slah satu 
or 
aq c tinggal dua2 ja ?
BINGUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!

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i.miss.the.old.US

11:30 PM |

___ I MISS THE OLD US _
 
SITI NURZAYANIE FATHIN BTE ZAKARIA_ct
NUR FAZRINA BTE SIJOL_ che2
NURFARHANA ANIS MOHD.AZMI _ anis
NURSHAZANIE MOHD.JAINI _ monyong
YUSNITA AMRAN _ yus
SITI FARHANA JINAIDI _umie
MUNIRA BURHANUDDIN SYAM _mun
VILLINO SANGKAR _ eno
NURDIYANA ZULKIFLI _ cin-chan
NORIDAH MOHD _ nonong
NURAFIRA MOHD _ memeng



pong rendu ma kamue shuma ! !




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ALWAYS

2:13 PM |

                                           09.09.2009 


how can i forget that day ?? hari yg sgt bmkna bg aq, klu bley c masuk lam bku sejarah aq lha urg yg pling happy skali.. hari dmna kesah chenta aq ma aan bmula.. pandai dya plih tarikh kan ? hari tu aq ngat g , tem blan posa. aq bru mwh bsiap tdur pas sahur, text msuk d fon aq . dan itu dri dya. . aq still ngat kata2 dya 
'aku trima sayang koe, koe trima sayang aku? '
mata aq yg ngantuk tem 2 truz tbuka luas ney..
stelah dya ilang slama sminggu tiba2 dya muncul n bwa aq together ma dya
wat aq la urg yg pling epi skali ari tu. . aq rsa aq tidur tersenyum subuh 2. . 
bgitu jua d skul , urg mnang hadiah pn xmcm aq kaly. tlmpau epi kan. .






spanjang aq kenal n get long ma aan , dya byk teach aq cmna mw jd s'org pmpuan yg hargai diri,family n kwn2.. dya tia mmentingkn rupa n darjat. .
aq mang knal ma adeq2 dya coz drg 1 skula ngan aq.. 
bgitu jua aan, dya senior aq jua d skula dlu tp tem 2 aq still form 1 , still 'nerd' g. 
blum knal dya. bjumpa pn kaly xpena coz dya sdg pagi, aq sidang petang. .
time kmi together 2,dya sua abes skul,
study d iLp ;institut latihan perindustrian sepanggar.
aq still form 4 g..
beza umur almost 3 years. 
tp urgnya kecik gak tp dya lg putey dri aq lha.. hahaha





dya lha yg wat aq berubah dri s'org yg sua lama tia sujud d tikar sejadah , slalu buka aurat. n lalai pda perintahNYA.
dya bimbing aq ke jln yg benar. .bersyukur aq jmpa laki yg cam dya. .
dya yg aq cari slama ney. .
even kmi jrang jumpa n keep in touch coz dya study n kdg2 dya kuar  slma 1bulan, tp as i promise with him before 
aq tetap tunggu dya. .
hari demi hari, 
sayang aq ntuk dya xpena kurang malah makin btambah .


satu malam, dya bru plg dri labuan after join kjohanan bola sepak wakil ilp,
tem 2 jam sua pkul 12stagah malam..
dya call aq, dya cap dya mwh dtg rumaa, aq yg blurr2 ne (ngah tdur tem 2)
tnya lha bla, then dya cap skarang n dy ad d depan rumaa sua..
men tkejut aq tem 2, bgegas kuar .. mama tnya napa , n aq ctaw la aan dtg. .
buka2 pintu ja ad sua tepacak dpan pintu. .
tsenyum dya tgk aq yg kusut masai n kai bju tdur g tem 2, 
tem 2 anvasry kmi yg ke-9 bulan jua
so dya dtg n bwa cekelat ntuk aq dri labuan
bkn alang2 dya bg. . 2 kotak , besar lagi arga pn lum buka. .
pas dya salam mama, tnggal la kmi dua d luar. .kmi jmpa skejap ja coz
ari pn sua lambat, n dya pn bru blik labuan blum smpat rest lg.
mlm 2 sweet sgt , n aq xkan lupa wat slama2nya..
 rindu aq ma dya tem 2, hari2 aq rendu dya, .
 sora dya cap 'maaaaa'n aq akan balas 'yoie'.


hari ne 09.03.11
ari anvsary kmi yg ke 1taun 6bulan 
rinduu nya aq ma dya susah mw gmbarkan cmana, tuhan ja tw pa yg aq rasa skang
ari ne aq buka gmbar dya yg dya bg aq, 
aq bwa kuar bju dya,rendu ma bau dya.
aq ttap tunggu dya until now,
even aq da wat ksilapan besar ma dya tp aty aq cma ntuk dya sorang.
aq maw ckap ma dya !
mw dgr sora dya blas bla aq wish dya
'yang, happy anvsary. .rendu ma muchuk , luv u so much .'



..iwillalwayslovenmishyousomuchmuchuk..
ALWAYS


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my muchuk:

3:52 PM |

setiap urg must da kesah centha masing2 khan? tipu lha f aq pn xda..
aq slalu save suma moment2 aq ma urg yg aq sayang , espeacially moment aq ma dya.. 
every text and calling yg aq record aq akan sempan n aq akan buka blik when i miss him.
this is our unreveal LOVE story .



__15.12.2010 (03.23 p.m) :
kbelakangan ne,aku mimpi buruk jak .. aku nemaw kehilangan syg. . 


__14.12.2010 (11.55 p.m) : 
bida apa? syg sempurna utk aku .Allah temukan aku teman yg sempurna. . alhamdulillah.


__13.12.2010 ~
(10.46 p.m) :owhh.. ad 1 perasaan special dtg. .rasa ingin d syg ,rindui, di manjai .. cewahhh..
(10.26 p.m) : sblum ta kawen, aku kuar 4 blan wat usaha agama dulu.. 

__12.12.2010 *tem befday aq *
(11.36 p.m) : syg sorry, i can't lose you .. i can't stop missing u .. aku tetap ma syg..


__11.12.2010 (01.02 am) :
ndalah, teda syg wat slah, . aku pikir cmnalah nnti idup aku sama syg. .dpt aku jaga syg ? dpt bahagiakan syg ? dpt bimbing syg ? cmana syg xda d sisi aq nanti ?  

__10.12.2010 (05.53 pm) :
u already give me luv. lebih dripada ckup dah.


 
ne adalah sbhagian dripada text yg dya bg ma aq smasa hari2 t'akhir dya d sabah. . before dya 
continue study at ADTEC : advanced technology shah alam..
05.01.2011 ,ari yg aq xbley lupa .. ari dya blepas g kL.. aq xdpt antar dya ri 2 coz that time aq let dya spent ma family dya.. tem dya blepas pn subuh, aq blum bgun g tem 2..hehehe..
 

__07.01.2011 (01.20 am) :
sayang, i luv u so much. napa sayang off fon  i try to reach sayang. =( 
sayang,windu ne.. windu sangat . .
 
__08.01.2011 (03.08 am ) :
sayang, i luv u so much bah.. mmmuahhx . .sayang,rindu ne. . suasana sni lg lain, bkin rindu tul aku d sabah, rindu sayang..

__11.01.2011 (07.17 am) :
rindu aku ma sayang,nda aku tahan d cni, maw blik aku . =(


__10.01.2011 (11.52 pm) :
sayang jauh tul. Rindu sayang ne.




ne lha antara text dya yg aq still sempan until now.. aq ngat g last time kmi jmpa ari toe, dya bwa kotak kasut dya.. ngat dya mw p men bola after meet me, bla aq tnya wat bwa bwa kotak kasut, then dya cap dya mw bg aq.. then he pass the box to me, n suh aq bka,.that time sket g mwh cry depan dya..
lam box 2 shuma ad brg2 yg important bg dya.. tmasuklah surat2 cinta aq ma dya, keychain kmi dua,
pictures, n shuma benda2 yg dya smpan dri dya skula mngah until skang.. dya suh aq sempan brg2 dya, coz dya pcya aq .smpai skang box toe aq still simpan bek2 dgn hrpan one day he will come back n to see me. .that time sweet sgt, tem 2 ujan g , kmi holding hand at the car n he sent me home .. smpai dpan rumah hard 2 say gud bye sma dya.. when he look at me, dpt aq rsa dya xrela mwh pisah jauh2,  bgitu jua aq..
then he grab me and he HUG n KISS me. . 
that time xtaan sua , we CRY together .. that day was my MEANINGFUL day.. 
tgk keta dya mnggalkn dpan rumaa aq, tem 2 la jua last aq tgk dya ,dya bwa shuma kenangan
kmi 4 almost 1year n half . .last time aq dpt say I LOVE U dpan dya, pgang
tgan dya,dgr suara,nyanyi dpan dya n mostly tumbuk n cubit2 dya.. 
aq RINDU smuanya tentang dya ! 
 alwaysInMyMemory : mohd,farhan husin bin bali ~
 
   


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thank you TEACHER !

12:59 PM |

i really miss to say that words to my teachers. . espeacially to my history teacher, ms.judy gan . . i really in love with the history subject when i'm in form 4. . its way a year when teacher judy become my history teacher. the way she teach me , the way she talk to her student i felt like she was teaching her own child not the students. . although my classmate felt the way she teach us was bored but i never felt like that . she always put advice in her teaching lesson and sometimes she will finished our subject lesson just to advice us. . my friends called it 'ceramah' . .but what did  she do is the perfect way. . she never showed us that she was angry when we make her upset. . i really respect and i consider her like my mom at school. . when i grow up i dream to become a teacher like her, and what subject that i want to teach ? its history subjuect ! its not a boring subject but it just full with all the information from the past that we just need to know about our country and appriciate it .. before i the spm came up, we were having a ceremony to get blessed from all the teacher that teach us called 'restu guru', all students will go inront and shake hand to all the teacher one by one. . when my turn to meet teacher judy, i can saw she was 'terharu' and she hug me and some other friends . .just girl lha, not boy. . i really wanna cry that time but still can control my self coz i wont get fool with my friends..  now i'm counting my day to get my spm's result , i hope i will get an A+ for her subject as my promise. . i really miss you teacher ! !

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colourPensiL ~

10:43 AM |

colourPensiL __ 
this is my frist time join this bloggie..
knapa colour pensil ? ?
reason aq mmilih name colourpensil coz colour pensil kan ad 12 colour..
dlm 12 colour toe, represent 12 org sahabat2 aq tem a skula menengah dulu..
kaler 2 jd simbolic ntuk me n my bestie yg kmi always together no matter what happen..
even skang kmi xmcm dlu , but deep in our heart i believe we always love each other.
begitulah jua colour pensil , dlm lukisan 1 warna ja xmemadahi utk mencantikkan lukisan kan?
lukisan yg tiada warna nmpak tidak menarik , seperti aq dan sahabat2 aq. .
tanpa rakan2 idup aq ne xb'erti..
tanpa mereka aq xknal apa itu KAWAN ,
colour pensil ini will represent all my journey with my 
FAMILY, THE ONE, & BEST FRIENDS. .
hope u all will enjoy ..

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